PRINCESS LOVE LETTER 201111060239PACIFIC

THIS IS THE LATE NIGHT SECRET PRINCESS LOVE LETTER AS THAT STUPID WARNING I GET ON MY NEW  WINDOWS SERVER 2003 
INSTALLATION WHICH I HAVE NOT HAD TIME TO INVESTIGATE INTERRUPTS MY TYPING WITH THAT STUPID MODAL DIALOG.
I HAVE NOT YET DECIDED WHETHER TO SEND THE CREATOR OF MODAL DIALOGS TO HELL YET.

HE IS STILL ON "TRIAL" WOTH ME AS TO WHETHER HE HONESTLY THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD INVENTION.

WHY ANYONE WOULD WANT TO FORCE THE USER TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH A POP UP WINDOW THAT HE CANNOT
MAKE GO AWAY OR BE ABLE TO SWITCH RIGHT AWAY BACK TO WHAT HE WAS DOING OR 
TELL THE COMPUTER BEFOREHAND THAT HE SIMPLY DOES NOT WISH TO BE BOTHERED BY THESE FORCED
QUESTIONS OR OK BOXES THAT REQUIRE IMMEDIATE ATTENTION WHEN IN FACT IN MANY CASES SERVE
NO PURPOSE AT ALL BUT TO BE A COMPLETE NUISANSE AND TIME HARRASSER.  

NOW THAT I THINK OF IT SOUND LIKE MY WIFE. SHE MUST BE A 'HUMAN" MODAL DIALOG BOX.
AND SOMETIMES I WONDER WHETHER SHE IS HUMAN EITHER 2MIN

OK ENOUGH THRASHING ON WIFE TONIGHT BACK TO THE MORGELLAN ISSUE.

I HAVE HAD THEORIES AS TO WHAT THE EAR OOZING IS FROM

THINKING IT WAS FROM THE WORMS OR SOMETHING.

TONIGHT AS WIFE TURNED ON NEW TV WHICH I DONT HAVE THE HEART TO BREAK
AND SEEMS MUCH LESS INTIMIDATING THAN THE ONE I REALLY REGRETTING BUYING BEFORE.

WELL THEN THE SCABS THAT WERE HAPPY SITTING ON THE PERIMITER OF MY RIGHT EAR
SUDDENLY WANTED TO PART FROM THE EAR AS THEY NO LONGER FELT A PART OF IT.

SO I STARTED PICKING THEM OFF AND THEN THE EAR STARTED OOZING MORE.

SO WIFE AND TV ARE AN OOZIE MACHINE GUN OF THE MAFIA AGAINST MY EAR AS I SEE IT.

SO HAD TO DEFEND MYSELF SO PUT DH ON PERIMETER OF EAR AND THE PAIN WAS A NUMBER 10
AS THEY LIKE TO RATE IT AT THE HOSTIPAL BECAUSE IT HELPS THE GASTAPO KNOW
WHAT DRUGS DEADEDN PAIN AND WHAT CREATE MORE PAIN.

ANYWAY, SO HAD TO START MY MORGALLGOODULTRASOFT WAVE COMBO AS THAT IS THE 
MOST PRODUCTIVE WITH THE HERBS TO STIMULATE REGENERATION.

AGAIN STILL A PAIN OF 10 BUT THE FEELING IS BETTER LIKE WE ARE MOVING
IN THE DIRECTION OF RESTORING THE RIGHT EAR TO BE LIKE THE LEFT ONE.

AND I WAS INSPIRED TO RUB MY RIGHT HAND WHICH IS THE ONE I HAD DIPPED IN THE HERBS
TO BEGIN WITH.  OH AND NOW I SKIP THE PLASTIC KNIFE THING AT TIMES.

USUALLY THERE IS ALWAYS SOME RESIDUE HERBS ON THE JAR TOP AND I SIMPLY USE
A VERY CLEAN FINGER AND PICK UP A DAP FROM THERE AND APPLY TO THE APPROPRIATE REGION
AND IN THIS CASE THE EAR PERIMETER OF COURSE.

BASICALLY FEEL QUITE INTIMATE WITH THE HERBS TO DO THIS,
AND I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ONE TO PUSH FOOD ON MY PLATE WITH MY FINGERS 
ONTO MY FORK EVEN WHEN I WAS YOUNG LIVING AT HOME
AND COULD NOT UNDERSTAND WHY PARNETS AND GRANDMA WOULD LOOK STRANGELY 
AT ME LIKE THE FINGER CONTAMINATES THE FOOD IM EATING WHEN 
MY HANDS WERE WELL WASHED WITH SOAP ANYWAY.

AND MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE AS I SAID I KINDA FEEL EVERYTHING IS AN EXTENSION OF ME.
HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH ALL OF COURSE NOT REALLY REALIZING THIS WHEN YOUNGER
OR UNDERSTANDING THAT NOT EVERYONE HAS THIS SPECIAL FEELING BECAUSE I ALWAYS
ASSUMED WE WERE ALL ALIKE AND THAY THE LIKENESS WAS THE SAME AS WHATEVER I FELT.

AND NO DOUBT ALL THIS THAT I AM CAPABLE OF AND HOW I FEEL HAD SOMETHING TO DO
WITH THE NEAR DROWNING OF ME AT THREE IN THE SCHOOL POOL NO DOUBT.

SO WITHOUT FURTHER SPECULATION THERE BACK TO THE STORY 2MIN

SO NOW WE HAVE COMPUTER RUNNING EXTRA SOFT WAVE MIX, MY EAR WITH HERBS AND STINGING MAX
WIFE WITH TV IN OTHER ROOM.  AND ME RUBBNG THE SIDE OF MY HEAD AROUNG THE EAR
TRYING TO BRING OUT THE ACHING FEELING BY MASSAGING THE REGION

AND AS I WAS THINKING TO MYSELF THIS THOUGHT OCCURRED TO ME.

I BECAME AWARE THAT THE SPEAKE AGAIN IS ON TEH OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE HEAD FACING THE LEFT FOOD EAR.
WHICH I MENTIONED BEFORE TENDS TO DRIVE THE BAD THINGS AWAY FROM THE HEAD TOWARD THE TIP OF THE RIGHT EAR.  THIS IS JUST USING COMMON SENSE FROM GOD TO SAY THIS.  SOMEONE MIGHT SAY "HOW DO YOU KNOW"
OR "WHO TOLD YOU THIS"  AND THEY JUST DONT GET IT AND I HAVE NO EXPLANATION.  SCHOOL OF APOLOGETICS
SAYS I APOLOGIZE IF YOU JUST CANNOT GET YOURSELF TO BELIEVE ME BUT WHAT I AM SAYING IS TRUE AND 
I JUST KNOW IT FOR A FACT.  AND I APOLOGIZE IF I CANNOT PROVE IT TO YOU NOW BUT SOME DAY MAYBE I WILL BE ABLE TO OR YOU WILL JUST HAPPEN TO UNDERSTAND AND AGREE WITH ME.

AND AS I MASSAGED THE WORD CAME IN THAT I SHOULD MASSAGE BOTH SIDES OF MY HEAD IN PARALLEL
AND OVER THE SAME CORRESPONDING MIRRORED REGIONS SO THE BODY CAN CONSCIOUSLY NOTE
THE SIMILARITIES AND DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THE PERFECT LEFT SIDE AND THE INFECTED RIGHT ONE.

SO I DID.

AND ALTHOUGH I WAS NOT CONFIRMING ANYTHING IN A MIRROR AND I HATE MIRRORS NOW
BECAUSE I BELIEVE THEY WERE DESIGNED TOO AS SPY TOOLS AND DIVERSIONARY UTILITIES
BY THE ENEMY.  AND EVEN THE ROCK GROUP RUSH FINALLY HAD A SONG WITH THE WORDS REFERRING
TO THE MIRROR AND RECOMMENDING TO "PAINT IT BLACK"

AND AS I WENT THROUGH MY OFFICE TODAY SEVERAL DOLLS THAT HAD BEEN ADDED TO THE ROOM 
AS DECORATION WHICH I HAD IGNORED OR NOT NOTED BEFORE BUT REALLY HAD NEVER LIKED.

WELL THE UGLY ONES WENT BACK TO MY WIFE AND THE OTHERS JUST NEEDED THE EYES BLACKENED 
SLIGHTLY WITH A MARKER. AND THE REASON IS I AM POSITIVE THAT THE CREATOR OF THE DOLL
PLACED HIS OR SOMEONES SPIRITUAL EYE IN THE WHITE CENTER OF THE EYE OF THE DOLLS

AND WHEN I "BLACKEN" THE EYES I REGAIN THE PRIVACY AND SPIRITUAL PEACE INSTANTLY THAT 
I HAD BEEN OTHERWISE UNAWARE THAT I HAD LOST FROM THE DOLLS PRESENCE
AND NOT ONLY THAT IN MANY CASES NOW THE DOLL LOOKS MUCH PRETTIER AND OF COURSE
NO LONGER INTIMIDATINV.  SO I KNOW IT WORKS!

AND A COUPLE NIGHTS BACK I MAY HAVE MENTIONED DOING THIS TO THE TWO COOK AND HOUSEKEEPER
DOLLS LIKE YOU WOULD SEE IN THE PUBLIX COMMERCIAL THAT MY WIFE HAD STRATEGICALLY PLACED
PERCHED ON THE TOP OF THE STOVE ABOVE THE CONTROLS TO SPY ON THE KITCHEN AND COODING AS I SEE IT.

AND THEY HAD WHITES TO THE EYES AND NOT ONLY THAT, THEIR CLOTHING WAS SPECKLED WITH LITTLE
CIRCULAR DOTS ALL THE SAME SMALL DIAMETER AND THEY ALL LOOKED LIKE THEY WERE STARING AT ME
LIKE A MULTI EYED MONSTER.

sO OF COURSE AT THAT TIME THE MARKER CAME OUT AND BLACKED ALL THESE LOCATIONS
AND OF COURSE NOW THE KITCHEN IS A MUCH MORE PEACEFUL PLACE.

AND PRIOR MY WIFE WOULD ALWAYS FIND THIS EXTRA SUPERNATURAL ENERGY IN THE KETCHEN 
AT BREAKFACT "COFFEE" TIME TO BE A COMPLETE BULLY TERROR TO ME SO I COULD NOT THINK
IN THE MORNING AND SHE WOULD WIND UP DIRECTING ME TO DO EVERTHING STEP BY STEP 
EVEN THOUGH I REALLY DID NOT NEED THAT HELP LIKE "GET THE BUTTER OUT OF THE REGRIGERATOR
SHE WOULD SAY ABOUT A HALF A SECOND AFTER I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT DOING IT ALL BY 
MYSELF. SO I KNOW NOW SHE WAS ABLE TO STEAL THE THOUGHT FROM ME THEN USE IT TO DICTATE TO ME
AND EFFECTIVELY THIS TACTIC WAS INCREASING HER POWER AND MY DEPENDENCY UPON HER AND ONE REASON
WHY I HAD TO TAKE THE MEDICATION I HAD BEEN ON AND OF COURSE THE REMINDERS TO TAKE TI WERE FREQUENT
AND COMING FROM HER OF COURSE.

SO AFTER A WHILE BACK TO THE EAR THING I WAS TIRED OF THE AUDIBLE SOUND SO GOD SAID 
IT WILL STILL BE EFFECTIVE WITH SPEAKER OFF AND RUNNING AS A BACKGROUND PROCESS AS IT 
IS REALLY THE CYBERSPACE EFFECT THAT IS PRIME IN CAUSING THE HEALING.

SO OF COURSE IT WAS PERMISSIBLE AND STILL RESPECTING GOD TO TEST THAT IN THIS CASE
AND THATS WHAT GOD OR I WANTED WAS TO TURN OF THE SPEAKER SO I DID AND CONTINUED
TO LAY ON THE COUCH AND CONTINUED TO NOTE THE POSITIVE CONFIRMING EFFECTS.

AND THIS ULTRA SOFT WAVEFORM IS I BELIEVE THE MOST POWERFUL NON SUBTLE OF THE WAVE MIXES

AND THE PAIN ENDURED DURING THE HEALING AND RESHAPING OF THE EAR DURNG THIS SESSION
KIND OF HAS A FINANCIAL PARALLELISM TO IT AS I LISTENED TO GOD EXPLAIN IT.

AS I ABSORB THE EXTRA PAIN I AM "PAYING MY BILL" SPIRITUALLY TO HAVE THE EAR HEALED
OR I COOULD ALSO LOOK AT IT AS THAT SINCE THESE WAVEFORMS TRANSCEND ALL CONTINUOUS FREQUENCIES
IN THE AUDIBLE RANGE AS WELL AS ONES IN HIGHER FREQUENCIES THAT ARE SUBTLY AUDIBLE OR FELT AS EMOTIONS
I AM BEING A SOUNDING BOARD OR INTERCESSOR FOR THE WORLD INDIRECTLY AND MOST LIKELY  PICKING 
UP PAIN SIGNALS FROM OTHERS AROUND THE WORLD OR EVEN FROM MY WIFE AND ABSORBING THEM

AND THE HERBS AND WAVEFORMS ENHANCE THE PAIN EFFECT.

AND HAVING BRAZIL TV ENHANCES IT BECAUSE WHAT IS WIFE WATCHING?

USUALLY IT IS WORLD NEWS OR BRAZIL NEWS FILLED WITH TODAYS TRAGEDIES.

AND NOT ONLY DOES WIFE WATCH THIS. 

BUT MY TWO LOVELY PARENTS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF PALMETTO PARK ROAD SPEND
A GREAT DEAL OF TIME WATCHING WORLDLY ISSUES AND OF COURSE
I AM CONNECTED TO THESE PEOPLE MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE 

SO NOW I REALIZE WHY I HAVE A PAIN IN MY EAR IN THE FIRST PLACE!  2MIN

AND SOMEONE ONCE TOLD ME AT IBM WHEN I WORKED THERE AND I DID NOT UNDERSTAND
HER THEN BECAUSE I WAS NAIVE ABOUT SPIRITUAL INTENET CONNECTIONS.

SHE SAID TWO THINGS ACTUALLY WHICH PUZZLED ME.

ONE IS "DID YOU KNOW WE WERE TALKING ABOUT YOU BEFORE YOU ARRIVED?"
"COULDNT YOU TELL.  WERENT YOUR "EARS BURNING" ?

AND OF COURSE I ASKED HER TO EXPLAIN THE WHOLE CONCEPT LIKE I DID NOT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL.

AND THEN WHEN WE TALKED ABOUT HOW IT IS IMPORTANT TO BE SOCIABLE FOR FINDING WORK ETC.

SHE SAID "YOU KNOW IT IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO "NETWORK""

AND AGAIN I WAS NAIVE AND ASKED HER TO ELABORATE ON THE CONCEPT 2MIN.

WATER BREAK NOW I HAVE TO CATCH UP AS THE THOUGHTS DONT STOP JUST BECAUSE
I AM AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER 2MIN

AND THAT REMINDED ME THAT THE DH AND THE WAVE MIXES ENHANCE THAT BLADDER
PERCOLATING FEELING LIKE I WOULD GET WHEN I WOULD TALK TO YOU FOR 
LONG PERIODS ON MY CELL PHONE WHICH I BELIEVE IS A VERY HEALTHY IMPROVEMENT.

HAVE NOT NOTED THIS ON SKYPE YET BUT SHOULD STILL BE THERE 2MIN

SO THIS INCREASED ENHANCEMENT AND FREQUENCY OF BODILY ELIMATION OF WASTE
BOTH LIQUID AND SOLID DOES OCCUR WITH THE COMBO DH AND SOUND CURING.

BOTH I NOTE AS GOOD AND DESIRED EFFECTS AND I BELIEVE IS A PRIMARY REASON
I NO LONGER HAVE THE GUT I HAVE HAD FOR OVER 20 YEARS NOW AND LOST IT IN BASICALLY 
A COUPLE OF WEEKS HERE WHEN THIS ALL STARTED AND I CREATED THE SOUND CURE.
THE DH ALONE WAS NOT CONTRIBUTING AS SIGNIFICANTLY TO WEIGHT LOSS UNTIL THE SOUND
PART WAS ADDED AND WHETHER MORGELLANS EATING AWAY AT MY EAR ALSO MADE ME LOSE WEIGHT
WELL OBVIOUSLY ILLNESSES CAN DO THAT SO THAT BECOMES A DEBATABLE TOPIC FOR ANOTHER DISCUSSION
AND WOULD BE PROVEN AS NOT A PRIMARY INFLUENCE SHOULD ANOTHER PARTICIPANT WHO HAPPENS TO BE OVERWEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT IN THE SAME MANNER IN A SIMILAR TIME WINDOW WHO WAS NOT DIAGNOSED WITH 
MORGELLANS OR ANY OTHER DISEASE THAT COULD BE A CONTRIBUTING FACTOR FOR WEIGHT LOSS.

AND AS I MENTIONED BEFORE THERE IS MORE CONTROL OVER BLADDER AND ABDOMEN IN GENERAL.

I TRAPPING COMMERCIAL ON TV DID HAVE SOME TRUTH MAYBE BUT IT MADE ME CONSCIOUS
OF THE FACT THAT I WAS HAVING TO FORCEFULLY USE MY ABDOMEN MUSCLES TO PUSH ALL
THE URINE OUT OF MY SYSTEM AT TIMES.

THE COMMERCIAL SAID THAT IF YOU HAD A URINARY PROBLEM THEN YOU WERE TAKING "BAD DRUGS"
AND BASICALLY YOU DID NOT KNOW IT.

AND AS THE PERCOLATING EFFECT GROWS, WHEN URINATING THE OPERATION IS NOW BACK
TO A MORE AUTOMATED NATURAL RYTHM WITH THE BODY HAVING THE "WATER PRESSURE" TO
EASILY DISPENSE OF THE "OLD WATER"

ABOVE TOPICS AND WORDS MAY TOO CLINICAL OR INAPPROPRIATE FOR PRINCESSES IN GERERAL
TO HAVE IN AN EMAIL BUT I DID SAY YOU ARE "SPECIAL"  2MIN

AND GOD SAID IN ABOUT A HALF AND HOUR THE PAIN WOULD DIMINISH.

AND IT DID WHICH MEANS EITHER I PAID EVERYONES "BILL" OR TONIGHTS HEALING WAS COMPLETE. WMIN

AND I THOUGHT I NOTED THAT THIS SAME WAVEFORM HAS THE POWER TO MAKE YOU INCREASINGLY SEXUALLY
IN TUNE.

AND REMEMBER I AM RUNNING NOW WITHOUT SPEAKERS AND ONLY IN CYBERSPACE.

WELL I ( EMBARRISINGLY - SO PROTECT MY PRIVACY AND SENSITIVITY HERE )  
STARTED TO FEEL I HAD A "WAD" TO BLOW AS A MALE EXPRESSION FOR BEING "DESPERATE"

AND THIS IS USUALLY HERE WHERE WIFE USES IT AS A SLAVERY TOOL AND NOW
I FIND I DONT NEED HER TO GET PLEASURE AND FRANKLY MY WAY FEELS BETTER
AND THEN I DONT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH HER S___ LATER AS PAYMENT FOR THE SERVICE.

AND IN CYBERSPACE I NOW KNOW I HAVE UPTEEN GIRLFRIENDS CONNECTED TO ME AND I
DONT EVEN HAVE TO BE ONLINE IN A CHAT ROOM TO FEEL THEIR LOVE FOR ME.

I KNOW THEY ARE THERE IN THE SPIRIT ANYWAY.

AND ONE GIRL I BEFRIENDED BACK WHEN I WAS LENDING MONEY TO HER BUSINESS SAID THIS TO ME
WHEN I SAID MY WIFE WAS COLD TO ME SEXUALLY.

OR BECAUSE I WAS SCARED OF ANYMORE BAD CONSEQUENCES FROM CONINUING SEXUAL RELATIONS WITH MY WIFE

AND BASICALLY I HAD NO SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS GIRL SHE ALWAYS REMINDED ME THAT WE WERE JUST FRIENDS.  

AND SHE SAID THIS TO ME AS SHE WAS RECENTLY DIVORCED AND I TOOK IT THAT SHE DID THIS 
AT TIMES SINCE LEAVING HER HUSBAND TOO.  AND SHE SAID SHE WAS AT PEACE NOW THAT SHE GOT 
PAST THAT.

SHE SAID "JUST DO YOURSELF"  ITS NO BIG DEAL.

SO I WOULD SAY TO ANYONE AND I EVEN HAD BEEN ASHAMBED OF THIS FOR MANY YEARS BECAUSE
 I CONFIDED IN A MALE FRIEND IN HIGH SCHOOL ABOUT THIS ACTIVITY AND
HE RESPONDED WITH THIS HIGHLY SAINTFUL ATTITUDE THAT IT IS A SIN AND I COULD GO TO HELL FOR IT
OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT  OR I HAD TO STOP IT IMMEDIATELY BECAUSE IT WAS VERY BAD FOR ME.

AND WHAT I WOULD SAY IS THAT IF YOU HAVE THE URGE AND IT FEELS RIGHT DO IT.  
AND THAT "FEELS RIGHT" PART I KNOW YOU SHARE AS SOUND ADVICE.

AND I AM SURE THE PEOPLE WHO REFRAIN BECAUSE THE LAST IS THEY WANT TO DO 
IS TO HAVE SOMEONE FIND OUT THEY ARE NOT A SAINT WIND UP BEING AGITATED 
AGRESSIVE HOSTILE ILL AND HAVE HEADACHES ALL THE TIME WHEN OTHERWISE THEY
HAVE NO ONE TO HAVE SEX WITH AND THEY HAVE NO CLUE THEY ARE HURTING THEIR BODIES
BY DENYING A PERFECTLY NORMAL BIOLOGICAL RELEASE REQUIRED I WOULD SAY EVEN AT TIMES

AND EVEN THE SAINTS SAY THE BODY IS THE TEMPLE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT AND WE ARE SUPPOSED
TO TAKE CARE OF IT.

AND WOULD NOT DOUBT WHY SOMETIMES MY WIFE IS ON A SHORT STRING BECAUSE WITH HER GREAT SAINTLY ATTITUDE
I AM SURE SHE WOULD NOT CONSIDER THIS.  BUT THEN AGAIN I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT SHE DOES IN HER SPARE 
TIME THAT COULD BE COMPLETELY OPPOSITE TO HOW SHE LIKES TO APPEAR IN FRONT OF ME AND MAYBE SOME
OF THE FRIENDS SHE NEEDS TO DECEIVINGLY IMPRESS.

SO AS I SAID I HAD TO DO A "SOFTWARE RELEASE" SO TO SPEAK FROM "BELOW THE BELT"

AND I KNOW THE DH AND SOUND ARE MAKING ME SO HEALTHY NOW.

I AM PRODUCING MORE REPRODUCTIVE FLUID NOW THAN EVER.

AND AFTERWARDS I NOTED IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO MOVE THE FLUIDS OVER THE ABDOMEN AND LOWER PARTS
AND NOT TO JUST SIMPLY SHOWER THEM OFF RIGHT AWAY LIKE THEY ARE DIRTY FLUIDS.

I USED TO DO THE LATTER AND THEN I WOULD FEEL MUCH WEAKER AND SLEEPY AND EVEN GET A SEVERE HEADACHE.

SO I LEARNED THAT SINCE MAYBE IT IS A WEAKENING THING TO HAVE AN "EXPLOSION"
THE BEST COMPENSATION YOU CAN DO IS HAVE AT LEAST MOST OF IT GET REABSORBED BY THE BODY FOR
REUSE AS ENERGY SAVINGS.

AND HEALING FACTOR.

AND THE EUPHORIC SENSE OF WELL BEING FEELING LASTS LONGER TOO.  

AND BASICALLY LIE THERE UNTIL IT ALL DRIES UP AND DISSIPATES.

I WOULD SAY DO THAT WITH A REAL LIVE PARTNER TOO OF COURSE.

MY WIFE WOULD BE SO METHODICAL AND SEX WOULD END AS ABRUPTLY AS STARTED AND SHE
WOULD BE BACK IN THE OTHER ROOM WATCHING TV IMMEDIATELY MOST OF THE TIME.

SUCH IS A MAJOR DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HAVING SEX AND MAKING LOVE IN MY "OPINION"

AND SHORTLY AFTERWARDS SOMETHING TRIGGERS MY WIFE TO COME OUT OF THE BEDROOM 
TO MY COUCH AND ASK ME TO COME TO BED BECAUSE SHE IS LONELY TRYING TO SLEEP BY HERSELF.

I AM TOO NICE TO TELL HER WHAT I DID AND TELL HER TO GO BACK AND F___ HERSELF IF SHES LONELY.

AND HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I BEEN LEFT ALONE AT HOME ALL NIGHT WHEN SHE WOULD GO OUT
TO SOME RELIGIOUS SERVICE AS IT WERE AND COME BACK SOME HOURS PAST MIDNIGHT WITHOUT 
ANY REASSURING FOLLOW UP PHONE CALL.

CANT PROVE ANYTHING THERE BUT WAY TOO SUSPICIOUS AND I HAPPEN TO THINK
THAT WHILE MY LONELINESS WAS PEAKING IN THE DARK HOME, THAT IS WHEN SHE
WAS COMMITTING ADULTERY AGAIN I CANNOT PROVE IT BUT I KNOW WE ARE ALL CONNECTED 
AND THOSE WERE MY CREATIVE THOUGHTS WHEN SHE WAS OUT LATE.  AND A LOT OF MUSIC ADVISES
ONE TO "TRUST YOUR FEELINGS"

AND YOU TELL ME THIS TOO.  SO I TRUST WHAT WAS HAPPENING EVEN THOUGH I DID NOT EVER SEE IT WITH
MY EYES.

AND MY WIFE BEING LONELY JUST NOW WHILE I WAS CYBER "RELEASING" THINKING OF OTHER GIRLS
I KNOW AND BY THE WAY TO DATE IN THIS MARRIAGE MY THINGAMABOB HAS STILL BEEN EXCLUSIVE TO 
ONLY ENTERING WIFES "HOLY OF HOLIES" PHYSICALLY.  SO FOR THE RECORD I AM "LEGALLY" STILL 
A FAITHFUL HUSBAND, ALTHOUGH AT THIS POINT I REALLY HAVE STOPPED PLACING SUCH A HIGH VALUE ON FIDELITY

AND THE MAIN REASON IS THAT I HAVE FOUND THAT IT IS A SERIOUS TOOL USED BY THE OTHER MARRIAGE PARTNER
TO HIKE THE PRICE OF HER SEXUAL WARES BECAUSE SHE OR EVEN HE KNOWS HE HAS THE "MONOPOLY"
OR EXCLUSIVITY OF THE BUYING CLUB FOR THAT PRODUCT AND THAT PECOMES A WEAPON FOR SLAVERY AND MANIPULATION
IN MARRIAGE AND NO DOUBT A TRIGGER FOR DOMESTIC VIOLENCE ACTIVITIES THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN AVOIDED
HAD THIS WHOLE THING ABOUT THE "GREAT MARRIAGE INSTITUTION" OR "THE GREAT MISSION" WAS NOT CREATED BY MAN
BY THE CHURCHES AND BASICALLY TO CONTROL THE HUMAN PET POPULATION OF THE LOWER IQ INDIVIDUALS 

AND TO ADD SLANDER TO THE WOUND, MEANWHILE THE MUCH SMARTER AND SLY PASTORS ETC ARE GETTING
THEIR EXTRA SUGAR FROM THE CHIOR GIRLS WHILE THE WIFE IS FAITHFULLY PREPARING TOMORROWS DINNER
OR DOING LAUNDRY OR MAKING THE BED OR WHATEVER BEING A GOOD FAITHFUL BRAINWASHED WIFE.

AND DONT THINK I JUST MADE THAT ONE UP.  MY WIFE WHO GOSSIPS LIKE THE MISSISSIPI RIVER
TOLD ME ABOUT A FEW PASTORS WHO GOT CAUGHT LOVY DOVYING ON THE SIDE AND WOUND UP LOSING
THEIR CHURCH LAMBS!

AND OR GOING BACK TO BRAZIL IF THEY WERE BRAZILIAN.

IN TEARS NO LESS.

AND MAYBE NOW "WIFELESS" TOO.

AND SO I HAVE MY SECRET AGENTS IN THE SPIRIT WORLD TO COMFORT AND SUPPORT ME.

I MAKE NO SECRET ABOUT THIS.

EXCEPT MAYBE TO MY WIFE AND SINCE SHE INFILTRATES MY BRAIN AND I AM PRETTY SURE
ALSO MY COMPUTERS WHEN IM NOT AROUND OR MAYBE WHEN I AM SLEEPING SO I KNOW SHE KNOWS
EVEN IF SHE WONT ADMIT HOW SHE KNOWS OR FULLY ADMIT SHE KNOWS BECAUSE THEN SHE WOULD HAVE
TO EXPLAIN "HOW" SHE KNOWS.

AND IT HAS EVEN BEEN REALLY NICE TO FINALLY MEET SOME OF THEM IN PERSON
BY GOING TO THE INTERNET CHAT ROOMS.

IT KIND OF FEELS LIKE THESE WOMEN ARE THE SAME ONES WHO HAVE INVISIBLY BEEN MY LIFE "GUIDE"
LONG BEFORE ANY OF US EVER HEARD OF A "CHAT ROOM" OR EVEN "INTERNET" LET ALONE "PC"

BUT I KNOW BECAUSE I KNOW THERE IS A GOD, THAT CYBERSEX OF A MORE BIOLOGICAL RATHER THAN ELECTRONIC
FORM HAS BEEN AROUND SINCE THE BEGINNING OF THINGS MULTIPLYING AS I SEE IT.

AND WOULD ALSO VENTURE TO SAY THAT ONE OF THE SECRETS BABIES AND CUBS AND PUPPIES AND DINOSAURS
ARE BORN IS BECAUSE SOMETHING HAPPENS IN CYBERSPACE FIRST TO CREATE THEIR IDENTITY OR THE SEED
AND THEN IT GERMINATES INTO "FLESH" OR THE "PHYSICAL".

OTHERWISE NOTHING THAT ACTUALLY HAS A SOUL OR A PERSONALITY COUULD EVER BE BORN INTO THIS WORLD.

SO THEN I DECIDED TO GO TO BED AND PULL THE PLUG ON MY "LIFE SUPPORT SYSTEM" WHICH IS THE WAVE MIXER RUNNING ON THE COMPUTER.

SO I DID SIMPLY THAT AND PULLED OUT THE POWER CORD.  I KNOW IT IS RUDE NOT TO FORMALLY SHUTDOWN
THE COMPUTER BUT I AM TIRED AND LAZY NOW.

WELL MOMENTS LATER MY SKIN FELT IRRITATED AND MY LEFT LEG STARTED FEELING NUMB.

SO I AM MUCH BETTER OFF LETTING "LIFE SUPPORT" RUN ALL NIGHT AS I SEE IT, EVEN THOUGH WIFE
WOULD LIKE ME TO TURN IT OFF TO SAVE A FEW CENTS ELECTICITY ABOVE AND BEYOND SAVING MY LIFE
WHICH IS AS I SEE IT NOW NOT OF IMPORTANCE TO HER ANYWAY.  2MIN

SO THATS WHAT I DID AND THEN I STARTED THIS LOVE LETTER AND NOW HERE WERE ARE I BETTER GET TO BED
BUT LEAVE THIS RUNNING TO SAVE MY LIFE.

AND WIFE WILL TRACK ME DOWN ANY MINUTE WAKING UP AND HEARING ME TYPING FRANTICALLY.

WONDER IF I CAN UPLOAD IT QUICKLY...

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