a cancer like virus
had attacked my right ear
like a worm chewing on a leaf
it was like a worm
wrapped around
my outer ear
like an old VCR cable
larger and harder
than my left ear
by comparison
and with wormy babies
swimming in my
bloodstream .
i saw them ..
with a dentist tool
i cut at my own bleeding ear
in the shower
to try to remove it .
and saw "something"
in my own blood .
the pain of the worm
was worse than the pain
of trying to cut it out .

the owner of Divine Herbs
had sent me 5 or 6 jars
to sell at 300 dollars each
.. i am a distributor.
but i needed something
to stop this wormy cancer
virus . i started topically
with one jar and injested
some small amounts
as well . the problem
persisted . i went through
all the jars and had to explain
to her that i sold none .
to stop the wormy feeling
i used self acupuncture
on the ear as well .
i never stopped believing
i could beat this .
at times i lived second by second
fighting a fleshy war
days upon days .
one day it must
have went into a remission .
i thought it would
have gotten to my brain
but i was intact in thought .
without the herbs
i would be a cancer casualty
for i know they saved my life ..
that and my belief
for a doctor would
have cut off my whole ear
and part of my brain
but he would have
gotten there too late anyway
time was Not on my side
you got to understand .
the herbs were the only thing
that was there In Time .
God Bless Helga Tronrud
the herbs owner
who saved me .
p.s. sorry i never sold those jars
glad i am alive
to even say " i am sorry "
needless to say
she forgave me .

she still sends me jars
of her special herbs
the last batch
i think was a birthday present .
still lucky to have birthdays ..